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Thyself

by A XOLOTH

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The Storm 04:39
Every thought is aching No place to settle mind Every thought is making Hit of current's discharge I’m tired, I just want to Fall into pitch dark Into endless dreams where is no... Dreams and stupid thoughts I'm finally done, I’m gone Wake me up at the end of storm If there still will be A reason to breathe in, to breathe out A reason (Breath in, breath out) To wake up, (Breath in, breath out) To breathe in, (Breath in, breath out) To breathe out. (Breath in, breath out) Why's everyone so calm? Can’t they see the brewing storm? As everything's crashing down As there's no peace anymore? Why only I’m who’s confused? But even if it’s just my storm, It looks for me as true And scares as well, and hurts I'm finally done, I’m gone Wake me up at the end of storm If there still will be A reason to breathe in, to breathe out A reason (Breath in, breath out) To wake up, (Breath in, breath out) To breathe in, (Breath in, breath out) To breathe out. (Breath in, breath out) No force to explain I’m tired of your help I want just disappear And fall asleep till the end No force to explain I’m tired of your help I want just disappear And fall asleep till the end Breath in, breath out A reason (Breath in, breath out) To wake up, (Breath in, breath out) To breathe in, (Breath in, breath out) To breathe out. (Breath in, breath out)
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Locked Doors 04:59
If I Would be a drug addict It will Be easier to save me ’Cause I'd Look haggard and so sick That no one Would have a doubt about me If I would be mentally ill With corrupted broken mind It'll be easier to heal Because no one will have doubt Secrets that are Locked beyond the doors Are not enough Dreadful at all. This Horror And terror that it brings No one even knows Where its hallways exist Save me from horrors, Save me from this hell Save me from horrors, Save me from thyself But where are their doors I cannot even tell Secrets that are Locked beyond the doors Are not enough Dreadful at all Thess Horrors This terror that it brings No one even knows That its hallways exist Don’t tell Me that I haven’t tried Sometimes I have clear mind attacks Hey, Doctor, fix my mind But what he can do when the symptom list's blank? I’m not screaming, I'm not bleeding There is nothing wrong outside The clock is ticking on trotyl And the sapper won’t be in time Save me from horrors, Save me from this hell Save me from horrors, Save me from thyself But where are their doors I cannot even tell Secrets that are Locked beyond the doors Are not enough Dreadful at all Thess Horrors This terror that it brings No one even knows That its hallways exist Save!
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Fake 04:14
When the thunder roared from heaven Reminding me of the rain I remembered that my wings were made from paper And sticed by wax together. Look up, look up Catch the water on face Go to the rainfall embrace Wake up, wake up Why are you so dumb? Stop the flight of Icarian kind That’s Fake Pitiful fake Stop to make The attempt of Icairan’s flight That’s Fake Pitiful fake Stop to make The attempt of Icairan’s flight That’s Fake Pitiful fake Just delusion in their heads That’s Fake Stop to make The attempt of Icairan’s flight Fake is fake, There’s no fault of the rain Say thanks that… That you still are not dead And the sun won't melt your wax that holds your fake wings together Look up, look up Catch the water on face Go to the rainfall embrace Wake up, wake up Why are you so dumb? Stop the flight of Icarian kind That’s Fake Pitiful fake Stop to make The attempt of Icairan’s flight That’s Fake Pitiful fake Stop to make The attempt of Icairan’s flight That’s Fake Pitiful fake Just delusion in their heads That’s Fake Stop to make The attempt of Icairan’s flight
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In Blur 03:28
You won’t dare to say it Such time as a Second So I put all forces To miss each word To miss each sound I’ll pretend sleeping I’ll pretend unconscious I’ll pretend dead just to let you Sleep well at night Don’t come closer So you could sleep well It will go nowhere Better just to stay there Don’t come closer So you could sleep well It will go nowhere Better just to stay there Don’t come closer I’m OK with seeing you in blur It will go nowhere Details do not adorn you Adorn you I know that after the sunrise You would like to throw it in oblivion And I will play your madness I will play for you this role Don’t come closer So you could sleep well It will go nowhere You better just to stay there Don’t come closer So you could sleep well It will go nowhere Better just to stay there Don’t come closer So you could sleep well It will go nowhere Better just to stay there Don’t come closer I’m OK with seeing you in blur It will go nowhere Details do not adorn you Don’t come closer I’m OK with seeing you in blur It will go nowhere Details do not adorn you Adorn you Adorn you Adorn you Don’t come closer So you could sleep well It will go nowhere Better just to stay there Don’t come closer It will go nowhere
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Can you see white feathers of my wings? Can you see glow of halo upon my head? Do you want to ask me a question: “Do heavens look like this?” “Way here’s so dark?” “Way here’s so cold?” and “Why there’s blood on my hands?” I’m not an angel, I’m no saint I’m full of rage, I’m not even good Gift me the halo and color me white I still will be a letdown for you I still will be a letdown... for you... Bleach me out (bleach out me) Bleach me out (bleach out) Bleach me out (I will be a letdown) I still will be a letdown For you For you I don’t know who told you that I’m saint Or why you decide that I wanna be Why am I so mad when you’re so kind? You scrubbed me down from dirt, but what did you miss? I will color my wings red Just because to make you mad Because all colors that you left… ...You left for me is my own blood I’m not an angel, I’m no saint I’m full of rage, I’m not even good Gift me the halo and color me white I still will be a letdown for you I still will be a letdown... for you... Bleach me out (bleach out me) Bleach me out (bleach out) Bleach me out (I will be a letdown) I still will be a letdown For you For you Am I an angel? If I'm not even saint If I am full of rage If I’m not even good Gift me the halo and color me white I still will be a letdown for you

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"Thyself" is the debut mini-album of A XOLOTH band.
Post-industrial / groove metal band from Latvia; founded in 2023 and debuted in December of the same year. Hard synths, heavy groove, harsh female vocals, and some Aztec aesthetic.

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released March 9, 2024

Members:
Rhythm guitar/ vocals - Darja Baranova (Banshee)
Lead guitar - Max Mednis
Bass guitar - Alex Demess
Drumms – Max Teterjatnikov

Mixing & mastering - Darja Karina Baranova

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A XOLOTH Riga, Latvia

A XOLOTH - post-industrial / groove metal band from Latvia; founded in 2023 and debuted in December of the same year. Hard synths, heavy groove, harsh female vocals, and some Aztec astatic.

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